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Human Beings are masochistic individuals. We have desires to be successful, wealthy, attractive, but we also have many hidden desires that are so much more sinister. We often enjoy failure as much as we do success. You may not believe that people desire to fail, but if you look around and observe people, it is rather easy to see. People yearn for attention from others, and failure is an easy way of getting the wanted attention. “My boyfriend cheated on me. I can’t believe it. I always thought he was the one. I thought I could trust him…how can I ever go out with another man?” People will hold on to losing a close one, being fired, falling ill, even being “suicidal” just for the sake of having something to whinge about so that a empathetic, warm-hearted soul will take time to listen. These masochistic desires apply to magick as well. For every Statement of Intent that we write (or draw) there is a secret desire to spoil it. To get around the secret desire for failure, we can trick our own mind into forgetting the Statement of Intent, using a magick method—Sigilization. Sigils are pictures or sentences which represent the Statement of Intent. They are acknowledged by the subconscious mind, once the process is complete, but not the conscious, which means, we can evade our conscious mind’s attempts to spoil our success. Lets investigate the properties of the human mind. There are two states of awareness; the conscious and subconscious awareness. The Conscious awareness is the state of mind which we control. What we smell, see, hear, touch and taste is processed, it’s where we think “Hey, this chocolate cake tastes mighty fine” or “I wish Bob would stop picking on Jim”. This is the state of mind which is associated with the waking state, while the subconscious awareness is said to be the dream state. In the subconscious mind, the functions of the body are maintained, for example, your breathing, blinking, passing your food through your digestive system, ect. Many theories on how the two react with each other lay around, I have fond one that makes sense to me, so I’ll share it with you. The theory is that they are balanced like a sea-saw with a fulcrum at the exact middle. This means, that they are directly affected by each other. For example, if you are in a waking state and your conscious awareness is believed to be at 80% in control, your subconscious awareness would be at 20% in response. While you sleep, or meditate, your subconscious awareness would be the dominating state. So why do we use Sigils? Based on the theory we just read, the conscious awareness can’t have a direct connection with the subconscious. Because of the sea-saw balance of the awareness, there is no way to directly transfer conscious desires to the subconscious. This is where sigils take their part. A sigil is a graphical or written representation of the conscious desire. There are many different methods of creating or forming sigils but they all revolve around these two basic types. The actual methods for making sigils will come later. Now the question we have to ask is, "Why is it exactly that we need to use these sigils to manifest our desire?" The first answer to this is to transfer our desire from the conscious awareness to the subconscious. Because the two cannot have direct connections we need to trick the subconscious awareness into accepting conscious thoughts. You could also look at this as forcing the subconscious awareness into accepting them. The second reason is to significantly reduce the "lust for desire" factor that we often have when dealing with magick. Through the use of written desires, there is no longer any content for the conscious awareness to dwell on. This will allow the subconscious awareness to work freely on the process of manifesting the desire through reduction of the level of conscious awareness at hand in the project. You should now have a pretty good understanding of what sigils are, how why they work, and why they work. Now we are going to look at the different methods to create a sigil. I cannot even begin to cover all of the methods one could use to create a sigil, but I can give general guidelines to get someone started. Each person will evolve their own method to sigil creation that they feel comfortable with and confident in. The two main types of sigils are graphical and mantra. The first few steps in creating each type of sigil are identical to each other. They begin to differ once you have your desire written down and encrypted. The first step to creating either type of sigil is to write down your conscious desire. Do not write just anything down. You must be specific and use words that are geared more to making something happen rather than possibly making it happen. What I mean by this is use forceful words to describe your desire. For example, if you are want to make a sigil to help you find a better job, your desire should be something along the lines of, "I WILL FIND A BETTER JOB!" instead of "I WANT A BETTER JOB." As I said before, the more specific and forceful you are about describing exactly what you want, the better chances you will have of actually manifesting that desire in the long run. The second step is to rearrange the letters and then randomly or systematically remove certain ones. There are millions of ways to do this. Some magicians who are more mathematically oriented will convert the letters to numbers, run them through an equation, and then turn the answer back into letters. Other will just remove letters that appear more than once and be done with it. The method that you use for this step is up to you. Magic is a personal undertaking and this is just another chance to be yourself. It is at this point that the two main types of sigil creation take separate paths. Graphical: Now that you have your mixed up 'encrypted' letter, you should draw a picture or symbol using those letters. Make sure that you use every single letter. You can bend them, stretch them, squeeze them, contort them, ect. in any way that you choose. Once you have your symbol containing all of your letters, simplify it. Slide the lines around a little, remove certain ones at your own discretion, ect. Continue to play with it and redraw it until you have found your sigil. It can be as complex or simple as you would like. This is completely up to you. Mantra: Now that you have your mixed up 'encrypted' letter, rearrange them to form something that flows smoothly when pronounced. If you are having trouble, you can go back to the second step and instead of removing letters, double all of your vowels or something of this nature. What matters is that your end product is something that you can remember and something that flows smoothly so that you will have no problem chanting or vocalizing it. As an example of this method, the "I WILL FIND A BETTER JOB" could become "JIT LEND WILOB DA". There, now you have created your sigil. Regardless of the method you used, you should have the encrypted version of your desire. The next step is the easiest to remember but the hardest to do. Forget what your original desire was. I know quite a few magickians who will create twenty sigils at a time and then put them away for two weeks. Then they will randomly place them and begin charging them. The reason is because the time and the randomness of the casting makes them completely forget why they made them originally. But how can your desire manifest if you forgot what your desire was? Well, you have not really forgotten. You have erased the association of that sigil to the desire in your conscious awareness. In other words, your conscious awareness has completely forgotten what that sigil represents. Even if the original desire still resides in your conscious awareness, the link connecting it to your sigil is gone. But, that link IS connected to the subconscious awareness. It is at this point that you should have made the connection to how sigils really work. It is the link that now exists between the sigil and the subconscious awareness that allows your conscious awareness to be taken out of the picture. Although you made the sigil and will charge the sigil in a conscious state, the conscious awareness no longer holds the links to that sigil in regards to the desire. Therefore, your subconscious awareness is free from any bonds placed on it by the conscious awareness to do the work needed to manifest that desire. It is now time to cover the last topic dealing with sigils and it is the most diverse topic regarding sigil casting. This topic is the different methods of charging sigils. Each person has their own way of charging sigils. Some deal with achieving meditative states of gnosis while others tend to enter chaotic states of gnosis. Either way, gnosis is an important part of charging sigils. Why exactly is that? Well, the reason is because you have to give the subconscious awareness the green light to begin working on the desire. Think of a car; you have the battery hooked up under the hood, the tank full of petrol, and your sitting in the drivers seat. But, your not going anywhere. Why? You haven't started the car yet! The same principle holds true to sigils. You have the sigil created, you have the desire erased from your conscious awareness, and you have the desire linked to the subconscious. Now you just have to start the subconscious. This is what you accomplish through charging the sigil. Once gnosis is achieved, there are millions of ways to charge the sigil. Many of these methods depend on the form of gnosis you are using. One way is chanting the mantra sigil or visualizing the graphical sigil as you achieve gnosis through meditative methods; dancing, drumming, meditation, ect. Another way is visualize or chant the sigil as you achieve orgasm through sex gnosis. As you can see there are many different methods in which one can charge a sigil and it is up to the individual to find their preferred method. It is my hope that you now understand MY ideals behind sigils. I hope that you can look at my ideals and methods and use those to develop your own set of sigil workings. As with any magickal practice, the diversity of answers you will get to the above questions is vast. It will depend on the various ideals of each magickian and how they see the human mind and the fabric of existence working. |
| occult investigator March 22, 2005 10:19 AM PST interesting stuff... | ||
| akiko March 17, 2005 08:52 PM PST Hmm...the conscious and the subconscious are not able to interact? What about lucid dreaming? Many dreams I have are lucid and the dream itself makes very little sense, but I am "awake" in the dream. Sometimes I even rewind the dream and make a different choice, then watch to see if the outcome is any different. And I remember it upon waking. These dreams however do not start with me being "awake" and even if I do change things, I immediately step back and watch even as I participate and let the dream take me where it will. Or in deep meditation where you are speaking to god, angels, guides, your higher self, whatever if it is you believe in? I often am so deep in meditation that I have difficulty speaking or typing and am walking that boundary between conscious and unconscious, but I am still awake enough to ask questions. But I am also not in control of myself enough to control what is happening. Again, I am a participator, not consciously controlling the events. Especially if you feel you are speaking to your higher self in meditations, how can you do this without communication between your conscious mind and your subconscious? Maybe I just don't understand what you mean...is very possible at this hour. ^ ^ As for the sigils, very interesting. I don't exactly agree that humans all want to fail or set themselves up for the purpose of attention--although many appear to. I think many people who do this are stuck in a cycle they have forgotten how to break free from. They are convinced they are the victim and use it to get attention to not feel the victim. (Although some people seem to like being the victim) I have seen people break free of this cycle because they are tired of it. They are sick of being a masochist. But then I see it as how in touch you are with your own spirit...the more you truly know yourself, the less likely you are to be stuck in a cycle because it has no use for you. If you are stuck in a cycle, there is still something for you to learn from the situation and if you continue to choose not to learn it, you'll stay stuck. Once you learn it however, you move on for the soul has no use for it. What many people find once they start to break from of "I'm a victim" mentality is that their desires start to become reality on their own because they are no longer limiting themselves. Their soul is then free from the confines of this world that try to hold it down and so they begin to discover what truly makes them happy. However, I've now rambled enough, so I am going to stop for tonight. Great posts!! Thank you for sharing!! ^ ^ | ||
| guile February 14, 2005 01:39 PM PST wow.. this entry is great.. | ||
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